You know, until finals rear their ugly head.
I was reading through comments and I think it was Dezzy who mentioned that I tend to have really negative and depressing posts. I really apologize for that, I assure you that writing those posts are just as painful as reading them.
And it's probably worse considering that Grumpster recently gave me a shout-out and anyone coming to my blog for the first time is just going to be overwhelmed by this mass of recent negativity from me.
Um, here's something more positive:
But yeah, I apologize again. I'd like to say everything is going fine right now, but it isn't. And I'm not about to delude myself into thinking so. That's even more unhealthy and kind of stupid.
Speaking of health, the appointment with the specialist is looming closer and closer. So it'll be time to confirm whether or not I have Marfan's. Also I'm really, really tired. Daylight saving's is still affecting me I think and the studying has not been helping.
Maybe I'll go to bed early, I'll see you guys on Friday.
Meh, I don't see anything to apologize for. But those corgis... that perked my mood right up
ReplyDeleteI never actually realised that your posts can have a depressing tone which is weird because I've been following you for so long. I guess I can place the blame on the fact that I generally tend to write depressingly as well so this is just the normal for me. Best of luck with this specialist appointment, hope it all goes okay man.
ReplyDeleteBah at least you are positive you are negative, that counts right?
ReplyDeleteCorgis keep the Queen happy, so they'll work for anybody!
ReplyDeleteJust don't give up overall ;-)
ReplyDeleteGood luck to you, my friend...I always enjoy your illustrations. "Going to bed early" isn't something that I know anything about, lol
ReplyDeleteYou get some rest while you can kiddo. I remember how exhausting school could be. BTW- Love your pack of Corgis. They're almost as cute as my bucket of sloths.
ReplyDeleteKeeping my fingers crossed.
ReplyDeleteA blog is often just a journal. If it seems depressing it's just your life that seems so. It'll be up and cheery when it needs to be.
ReplyDeleteI'm STILL really happy I don't have daylight savings. I'd it so much.
I never thought this blog was negative, to be honest. Just truthful. You can't sugarcoat what's going on, and you fill your time with a lot of good projects, so it's better than wallowing.
ReplyDeleteNothing like that feeling of mid-terms or finals being done is there?
ReplyDeleteDon't apologise for the way you feel. I like your posts because they honest. Sometimes life is good and sometimes it sucks.
ReplyDeleteWhy are you sorry? It's your blog. No one can expect to be chipper all the time. Many writers find expressing themselves on the page therapeutic, so do whatever works for you. I am sending you good thoughts and I am sorry you are going through all of this.
ReplyDeletehope all will be good on the health front, Damien!
ReplyDelete9 Corgi's, it reminds me of our queen, gawd save our...........
ReplyDeleteThat remote picture is great! Something I wish I'd thought of.
ReplyDeleteYou never have to apologize for not being positive in your own blog. WHen I was going through a separation and divorce, I wrote about it - both the positive and the negative. An old friend said I was going to depress my readers and should stop. I told him he should fuck off. What's the point of a blog if you can't be honest?
ReplyDeleteSleep always helps!
ReplyDeleteSoon you'll know, one way or another, and move on from there. I'd love Daylight Time year round. Love the Corgis!
ReplyDeleteNever feel like you need to apologize for your blog. Who the eff cares what others think, it's YOUR blog. If you can't let the negativity out here, then what's the point? We all need somewhere to say what we really feel without holding back.
ReplyDeleteHope you get a good rest from academic things!
xoxo
i agree with riot kitty, i'm using my new blog to vent and be 'negative' sometimes it nice to just express urself freely. hope u had a gd sleep!
ReplyDeleteI just got out of a depressing phase of life and came back to blogging and now I c everyone else depressed. Well then again this is your blog and you have the right to blog the depression out! I did it!!! nd it helps! so dont apologize!
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