I really have no motivation left to study though.
I mean I'll still do it but the energy and the drive that I used to have it just gone. I get distracted way too easily, I don't feel like I care anymore. I just want this to be done with so I can get back to doing something else.
But there really isn't anything else for me besides studying. I don't have a job lined up like some other people and in this economy, it's unlikely I can find one without going for more school. And if I want to continue studying, I need to keep my grades up.
It's kind of sad, studying is all I've known and I'm just sick of it.
Ughh....
So it's back to forcing myself to my textbooks and papers. I don't know how many more years of school I'd need to do, I'm really not looking forward to this.
It's slightly ironic because we were looking at this exact phenomenon in the class I'm studying for. I'm not the only one stuck in this loop of trying to get more education in hopes of grabbing ANY job once we're done.
I mean I have a friend who graduated with an honors degree and is struggling to grab a job as a sales associate.
And I only have a specialization degree.
So back to studying I guess. I haven't been feeling mentally well lately and I guess it shows.
I feel like your semesters for university up in Canada are a little different than down here in the states. Right about now is Midterm season for my friends who are still attending uni: they don't have to worry about finals until May. Then again, that's really not that far...
ReplyDeleteIf you don't study you'll fail life. You'll end up on the street begging money by playing guitar.
ReplyDeleteI hope that's motivation.
Bleh. Studying sucks.
ReplyDeleteDon't get discouraged! Education always pays off in the end.
ReplyDeleteYou need something fun to do if you find time between all the studying. You have all these other projects going on so it's not too surprising to me that you have other things you want to be doing and you're getting tired of studying.
ReplyDeleteJust remember, one day you'll look back and laugh as you think, "I can't remember what it was like to have to study for something." Your hard work will pay off. Just don't settle for a sales associate job after all is said and done.
ReplyDeleteAh midterms...no fun!!
ReplyDeleteSome days it can be a drain, and yeah the job market is scarce, all comes down to who you know or sometimes pure dumb luck.
ReplyDeleteJust keep on studying man. I know that it's miserable right now but things will get better buddy, remember you won't be doing this studying for your entire life. I do understand how much having to study sucks though, I hated it, it's funny that studying basically combines the word student and dying and honestly it's apt.
ReplyDeleteOh oh same.
ReplyDeleteI didn't know projects and studies could be so vindictive but once you get down to doing them,they suck your soul out.Or at least try their best to.
But you'll do fine with the job part,I'm sure.:)
Hey I'm sorry, I hope it gets better soon. But with everything you've gone through, that's too be expected.
ReplyDeleteI realized in my fourth year of university that a bachelor's degree in psychology would qualify me for nothing. It wasn't easy to sign on for six years of grad school, but in the end it was worth it.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you've got so much studying to do. Hope something comes up that changes things for the better!
ReplyDeleteI remember feeling the same way you do. I would like to be able to tell you that things will get better. Sadly, we both know better than that. Well, try and have a good day.
ReplyDeletegood luck
ReplyDeleteNot having drive to study isn't all that bad, it's kinda normal. Where you're really gonna need it is when you start going for real jobs. Without drive, where else could you end up? Take it easy while you can, but I'm sure you'll be alright.
ReplyDeletehey take it easy! everything's gonna be alright :)
ReplyDeletemeanwhile, you may want to grant my request here :) might be a good breather ha ha
Well here it is Round one from 18th of March...even I have so much to study but I don't really want to..feeling so lazy..but yeah have no other choice!
ReplyDeleteSo I have to study and you too ! :D
I had a calculus midterm today where I completely lost track of time and when time was called, I was still on page 2/6.
ReplyDeleteAnd the most frustrating part was that I knew how to do all the problems.
It's been a long time since I've cried after a test wow...
I guess that it's school or, it will suck you up in the world of nobody............. I know, I was one them.
ReplyDeleteI always enjoy your illustrations. I'm rootin' for ya!!! hope you know that =)
ReplyDeleteyep, sadly, a degree doesn't always mean much in today's crazy world and that is deeply sad....
ReplyDeleteYou do have a lot on your plate - things to do, things to decide - and that creates a little stress on its own. Take a few hours of downtime over the weekend to de-stress. Should help.
ReplyDeleteI hope you have spring break soon. My youngest just got finished with a ton of tests, but the bonus was a week off!
ReplyDeleteAck. I remember those day and I'll tell you something scary. They will haunt your dreams for years... I still study in my sleep or panic I forgot one of my finals.
ReplyDeleteThat is what is hard with this economy; you put out a great effort to get good grades and then you can't even land a job; it has to be so frustrating!! But I have to agree, studying would get old after a time especially if you decided you'd have to continue your schooling to get any decent chance of a job.
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you're canadian? i never knew that. Ive always thought you were from the uk. try to make studying fun, then it wont feel like such a burden? i dont know.
ReplyDeletethink of it this way. If everyone thinks it is hopeless then study and work at the job not many people applied to.
ReplyDeleteThe initials after my name are BA (Hons) PGCE, and I'm a dj. Ha, that says it all. Still, I don't regret getting an education.
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